Like I have already said this is like my own private diary so of course I am going to cry and winge all over it.
Anyway. So the past few months I have been so busy with work and college I haven’t had time to actually have driving lessons so when my driving instructor text me to say I had a test I was like f@#*. I know how to drive because I have been learning for a bout 2 years. I live somewhere that is only a 20 minute walk from town, work and college so I don’t really miss out if I can’t drive but it is something I have wanted to do for years. I don’t make much money either so it is difficult to get the time and money because I pay for it all myself.
So I have failed my test, I have spent the whole day in bed after I have had a little (huge) cry and now I am ready to start again. The problem is. Because I have taken so long to actually do my test, my theory runs out soon. Which means I now I have to start from the beginging and take the theory have lesson and then take the test again in august. I am crushed, let me take minute before I cry again……..
I have learnt a lot on the test. So obviously I feel a lot more ready for the next test and I know what to expect. When I turned to the test centre the lad before me was sat in his own car and he had failed as well. Its just urg. I look back at the test and realize If I had done something that I thought I should of done but didn’t because I thought it was wrong I would of passed because I was so close to passing, I just missed it. well like my mum says. Most of the best drivers pass second time.
Yes, yep , great. Reality. Life is a b@!#$. But I am young and I can get through it and start again. I have the money and ability. Sorry this is a bit of a rant and a short blog I just needed to say that all somewhere, somehow and you guys got it. Enjoy!