I do not know, or remember if I have ever mentioned that my little sister is obviously my mums favourite child. They get on so well because they are so similar and I am so close to my grandparents. Me and my mum have always clashed and I have gotten to the point where I don’t care. I get me and my mum don’t get a long. I also understand them two being so close. But today I have had an experience where my heart has just dropped and I feel sick and just bleh because of this whole situation.
I have no have a good experience with driving. It has taken me 3 years and 3 bad driving instructors to finally get on the road to passing. I have my second test at the end of the month so please, fingers crossed. I passed my theory second time the first time then it run out and I had to take it a second time which luckily I passed the first time. If that even makes sense to you.
My sister has always been the high achiever out of both of us. So I shouldn’t be surprise that I found out that she had gone a bought a car with my mums help. Mum had driven her a couple of hours away from where we live to buy it and drive it home. I did not realise that was an option. But hearing this really made me feel like crap. I have been working so hard to pay for a car and try and pass my test and then my little sister just walks in and buys a car. I know I am just being a spoilt brat but it really hit a nerve.
I know there are bigger and scarier things going on in the world and I shouldn’t moan. But I rarely get like this so it hurts more because of that. Sorry to have a winge and thank you for listening. I hope you have had a good day.